Monday, 13 September 2010

I know I have been posting craps, but here we go. =D


In exactly two weeks, I will be leaving Malaysia. But I do not know why I am not unhappy about it. Shouldn't I be missing the days here, the places here, food, what else can I list about Malaysia? Plenty! After some calculation I did without my loyal Casio Calculator, only six months of my time there is spent for studies, breaks and everything else, take up the rest. So I will be most probably return to KL as to avoid the striking sun of summer, and save money! HAHA That would occur somewhere in July, then again, only 10 months there. 10 months for me usually pass by like a supersonic plane crossing skies, but who knows, with the difference in time zone, time would lag by its own and I miss home like... the first week? (okay, I don't think that time difference would make the real time lag, oh crap, bimbo. cis)

So here I would like to apologise to all my friends, acquaintances and relatives for all my wrongdoings. I want to start anew, in a foreign land =) dear my primary and secondary school friends, I am so sorry for being a total snob. I am so sorry for going 'Who?' when you introduced yourself, for going 'Okay....' when you told me stuff, for going '......' when you ask me out, for going 'I'm busy' when you ask me to Skype, for going 'I can't recall' when you ask me school gossips, for going 'Heh' when you are trying to be nice, and for doing all the false response I myself failed to understand why! I admit I miss schooling days, definitely not the homework and canteen, but the awesome days and in between classes time. Those were perfect moments to slow time down, and let it lag till we are bored of each other =D School buddies, I know I have been jumping here and there, this clique, that clique, but in the end I still eat at least twice with you guys during recess! If you remember that right. HAHA but thanks to Facebook, everything feels so smooth. It is like a saved contact book, except with the excessive applications. Heeee. No worries, wherever I go, SKTT and SMK SBU would always be my home, where I grew up. And changed. Grew more. And changed. Get elongated. And changed again. You get the cycle. No worries, will catch up with you guys, always! =)

(recently my dear high school friend did not respond to my wall post! WHAT! and I did not recognise my own former classmates in primary during reunion, EMBARRASSED! Hence the long long wish hehe)

NO THIS IS NOT AN OBITUARY! hahaha

And then, to my dearest KDU friends, thank you so much! Thank you thank you thank you! I must admit, I was, oh well, a little of a bitch at times. But I am myself surprised with how I am accepted. Everyone is just so friendly and the bonds were just there. I think being placed in the same block, and going to and fro each others' units did help to bring us closer. I did not regret knowing each and one of you. I am sorry for being a jerk, a cynic, a judgmental, a sarcastic and a lousy friend, but I do hope guys, that the later months we have, I had been good =) Because we live to be good to others =D I must admit, the college life is where you grow up the most! I can see changes in people in miraculous two years. Of course for better! We taught each other and we lived with each other, only to bring out the best in ourselves. Although they say school friends will never part, but I must say, so do college friends =D I seriously miss each and everyone of you. In years to come, we would all not be in the same line. But I do hope we could still reach to each other at times =D


Ohhhhh now I know why I should feel sad this 27 September! In just 3 years, I would be entering working world. No more studies. Waaahhhhh so fast I grew up =P
thanks for reading heeeeeeeee

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